Mapped out ideas subsiding
crumbling like sand through your trembling fingers
Drawn up Visions blurring
like settling dust on your eyes
Hoped for horizons dissolving
into mist of a colourless void
Familiar sounds fading
into overwhelming stillness
Nothing
Void
A grasp into emptiness
vast and beyond all bearing
Feeling lost
inside out nowhere to hold on
nothing to turn to
Quietness,
no breath
no sound
but infinite empty space.
Through the veil of tears
utter desperation
almost despair
A broken heart
overbearing sadness
and the deep sense of Loss
Failure
on the palm of your hand
Nothing else to do
No other way to go
Nowhere to turn to but...
... upwards
With nothing to expect
nothing to give
nothing to offer
but yourself
Bare
pure
wounded
fearful
hurting
The question of the question
plain
clear
painfully honest
What ?
What is expected from me?
Following stillness
A long while
The touch of your soul
cutting the ties of your mind
Letting go